Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Change.
Change change change.
It's happening a lot. There's a lot of change that's happened, is happening, will happen.
It's not something that can be put into simple words. Everything is different, I have to figure out whether in a good way or bad. These last couple weeks have been just... weird. I'm just done. I don't want any of this drama, any of this heartbreak, the crap talking and heart breaking. It's too much.
I don't like this change. Though, I think I need it. It's something like 13 days (School days) until school is out for the summer.
Why I don't want it to come:
Graduation
Heather leaving for Yuma for the latter part of the summer.
Shay going to college.
No Iowa.
The hotness.
Why I want it to come:
Warm:]
Spending time with friends!
LAKE! (With Brit:D)
Allison maybe coming!!
Going to Tucson, seeing family<3
School shopping.
Job?
No school
Driving
Being a Sophmore!
This play, no matter how much I objected to it in the beginning, has become a big part of my life lately, and it's so weird. But I love almost all of the cast. That's weird too.
I've been procrastinating a lot lately, it's really not good. I hate how I do that, slacking off in bio.
nkl;k;gersg I should probably go do homework.
I'll try and post more frequently.
peace.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
FIghting.
There are fighters in this world, and people who give up.
Hello fighters.
Heather and I were talking, and we fight, we fight hard for what we think is worth it. How could you give up so easily? Example: Josh Black? Sorry, I know how that sounds. When someone breaks up with you, do you fight to keep them with you? Is that what you're supposed to do? I mean, I guess I can't say, there are many positions in which you have to give up. But really?
Come on.
"I'm breaking up with you." And he leaves it, he's done, like it's not worth it.
HOW COULD IT NOT BE WORTH IT?
I don't know. I probably have no idea what I'm talking about.
But I'm so over people giving up.
Fighting is worth anything you want.
You have to fight for what you want people.
I think it means you care.
Take number one. Kara: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number two. Heather: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number three?
Heather running to the WMI and a lot of crying involved.
Problem fixed.
Not really, that's not how it is. But hello?! WE FOUGHT for each other, k? I mean it's different with best friends I guess, but we made it, and now look? We're golden.
Seriously people, FREAKING FIGHT.
mdfbkjdhgklg;d
Hello fighters.
Heather and I were talking, and we fight, we fight hard for what we think is worth it. How could you give up so easily? Example: Josh Black? Sorry, I know how that sounds. When someone breaks up with you, do you fight to keep them with you? Is that what you're supposed to do? I mean, I guess I can't say, there are many positions in which you have to give up. But really?
Come on.
"I'm breaking up with you." And he leaves it, he's done, like it's not worth it.
HOW COULD IT NOT BE WORTH IT?
I don't know. I probably have no idea what I'm talking about.
But I'm so over people giving up.
Fighting is worth anything you want.
You have to fight for what you want people.
I think it means you care.
Take number one. Kara: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number two. Heather: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number three?
Heather running to the WMI and a lot of crying involved.
Problem fixed.
Not really, that's not how it is. But hello?! WE FOUGHT for each other, k? I mean it's different with best friends I guess, but we made it, and now look? We're golden.
Seriously people, FREAKING FIGHT.
mdfbkjdhgklg;d
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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