I’m gonna freak out, soon. I snapped a lot today, luckily to the people that care about me and don’t take it personally. I feel bad all the same. It was the first rehearsal and still stressful, and not a lot actually got done, just worse. I have confidence, things just need to chill.
I have to keep my grades up, first for eligibility, and second because I’m aiming for straight A’s. Luckily the play is happening when my only core class is algebra.
I have to work to keep money, and possibly even to have a phone which I’m going to need.
I have to keep my friends and not freak out, though the ones that really care will stick with me.
And I have to do a play- of which Mr. Willard would rather play us like puppets rather than actors, thanks to Shay’s analogy.
I’m not sure how I’m going to do all of this in a set time period and keep on top of it, so I’m kind of nervous. I just really hope people are committed and that I will have faith for it turning out well throughout the whole thing. I want to be able to have a good experience and a good outcome when this is overwith.
But, after it’s all over, about a week after, there’s the state Thespian Conference! Man, I am so pumped for it. Like really, it’s going to be a BLAST. :]
I can do this, I know it, but I’ll need help:]
2 comments:
Amen, Doll...
We're gonna have to help each other out, kay? Because I feel like I've been snapping nonstop all week.
We're Cherry... Cool and sophisticated to the point of not feeling?
-Cass
Beginning of rehearsals ALWAYS suck. You feel like you're not getting anything right and that everyone is staring at you, and that you're just a big awful piece of junk who shouldn't be in the play, and you think that everything is just going wrong and it's terrible.
But by opening night, you'll want to do it all over again.
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