The person you want to be is not nearly as important as who you are right now.

I think the snow factor lately has had a huge improvement on my attitude. It's great. I just feel happy, I am happy. With a few other exceptions, but it's almost winter break, I've got a lot of my Christmas shopping done, I get to bake, it's been snowing, it's just a good time of year.
Christmas season is my favorite.

I feel like I don't have much to talk about, everything's just been good.
I miss Heather. I really do. It's weird, I barely ever see her anymore, I feel like I don't know what to do to fix our relationship. It's hard, hopefully winter break will help everything out, I really want it to. We used to be attached at the hip. Now I don't know where my hip went.

With that being as it is, I've become closer with some other friends, and even made new ones. Leah and Hair pretty much make my life.
Hair's been a good friend, and I really hope after this semester, even when we don't have a class together, that we're still good friends. He's a great person.

Leah just listens to all my complaining, I really appreciate it.

Cass and I have bonded a lot lately. I don't know what'd I'd have without her. I love her with my very whole heart.

This year will leave on a good note.
I'm glad to at least have that.

Everything else will fall into place when it's supposed to.