It's been.

It's been the best day of this week. Saturday will hopefully be good too, I'm looking forward to it.
Today was a half day, so we got out at noon. Steph, Shay, Blake, Katie, and I went to lunch in Pinetop which was different, and really nice. We went to the Bagel place by the Village 8, and that was amazing. They have vegetarian bagel sandwiches with humus! Soo good.
Saturday, I'm supposed to go to breakfast with our Morp group, then Levi and I are going to his sister's wedding, which will be neat. I'm excited for that. Then, that night is Morp. Who wouldn't be excited?

Things have been so.. weird lately. It's all a sense of detachment, jealousy, annoyed, confused, and.. nothing. I can't even explain it well. I'm trying really really hard to be happy. By next week, I'll hopefully be golden. I'm going to start running again, I'm going to start going on trails and hiking. I'm going to study more, I'm going to make plans. But, for right now, I need to feel how I feel, because I need to get over it on my own. They're things that have to be dealt with. So, I need to figure out how to do that.

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.
— Wisdom of Confucius

I was home alone this weekend.

It was different, and nice, and I think if it happened again, I wouldn't be scared. Though I spent Valentine' alone wasn't so cool, but ahh, that's okay. It had a sense of freedom. No one had any expectations of me for a specific day. I could clean on my own time, I could do what I needed to do on my own time. It was different.

Now it's back to normal. Normal life, still different, but that will change.
Everything changes at one time or another.
That's kind of a sad thought. Sometimes I wish some things could stay the same forever. But I know they can't.
Sometimes I wish things would change when they can't.

I miss my best friend. njkd;gi;d

Alright. I'm done ranting and.. all that jazz.
I'ma jet.
See you there.