I'm here. I'm ready. I'm waiting and changing and being.
Finally.
Summer is in three days, and I'm just so pumped , so ready.
I want to leave notes in people's mailboxes, I want to get a Polariod camera by May 30 and take one picture every day of the summer. I want to work hard, and spend time with people I adore.
And I'm working on it.
I can just feel the change happening in me.
I'm transforming. and I'm so glad.
Because it's what I've been waiting for.

Today I went outside to read, with a camera in hand, and I took pictures.
The clouds were dark, and it was breezy. The flowers had bloomed, roses, tulips, and dandy lions, finally.
I sat on my sat on my swing and read, listening to music.
I let the breeze brush my hair, I felt the rain drops come down on my skin.
First time it's rained in awhile.
I love rain in the summer up here, it's gorgeous. The smell has no comparison, and it's the best thing out there.
I think the atmosphere was ready to start clean, so it all let go.
And now, I feel like everything's going to be different, from here on out, it's all going to be good.

There's nowhere left to go but up.