Dear Ruth

I miss this. :(

FIghting.

There are fighters in this world, and people who give up.
Hello fighters.
Heather and I were talking, and we fight, we fight hard for what we think is worth it. How could you give up so easily? Example: Josh Black? Sorry, I know how that sounds. When someone breaks up with you, do you fight to keep them with you? Is that what you're supposed to do? I mean, I guess I can't say, there are many positions in which you have to give up. But really?
Come on.
"I'm breaking up with you." And he leaves it, he's done, like it's not worth it.
HOW COULD IT NOT BE WORTH IT?
I don't know. I probably have no idea what I'm talking about.
But I'm so over people giving up.
Fighting is worth anything you want.
You have to fight for what you want people.

I think it means you care.
Take number one. Kara: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number two. Heather: I'm sorry.
Nope.
Take number three?
Heather running to the WMI and a lot of crying involved.
Problem fixed.

Not really, that's not how it is. But hello?! WE FOUGHT for each other, k? I mean it's different with best friends I guess, but we made it, and now look? We're golden.
Seriously people, FREAKING FIGHT.
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I'm

Home!


Had fun,
it's good to be back.

Right now

I miss Shay.
And Heather.
And my goddamn boyfriend.



I'm ready to be home already :/

Spring.

I like being here when it's spring I think.
In Tucson, I mean.
I'm seriously hoping it proves me wrong about the whole bad luck thing. I'd like to come home and everything still be okay.

I'm sitting outside, and it's perfect. The birds are chirping right next to me. There's a light breeze that sweeps over me and it feels good. Cars are passing by, and they're busy, and loud, but that's okay. Gives me some sort of comfort that I'm not the last one left on this Earth. Do you ever get that feeling? Like there could never be anyone else around again? I get that sometimes.
The weather really isn't bad for such a hot place. It's not burning, and there are a few clouds out.

I'm about to go take either a very long shower, or a very long bath. We'll see.
But it's spring break kids, so be having a blast, I'll see some of you later this week, some when we go back to school.
Have an amazing time.

Girls Day<3

The barbie doll dress! :D









The girls in our dresses:]
Tea is beautiful, I'm debating on getting mine:/ and Cass just looks gorgeous in everything she puts on:]

Yeah. That.

Wow! I've been so outta the loop! And I haven't updated my life lately, so that's what I want to do.
-We'll start with Morp? That was really a blast. During the day Levi's sister got married and I was there for the wedding. :] It was short and sweet. Hung out, and then went over to Bee's to make shirts. The rest of our group was there and it was neat:] Michael and Fran went to Fran's, the girls and Levi went to my house so Levi could pick Fran and Michael up when they were ready. made food (Stir fry, chocolate covered strawberries, and virgin raspberry daiquiris.) and sent Levi to the boys. I went out and put candles in the double decker and when the boys got back, we ate in there! It was sooo neat. Morp was pretty kick a, got pictures taken with the group and then danced. Cass came by and that probably made the night.

-I've started lettrboxing! It's a lot of fun. http://www.letterboxing.org/faq/faq.html#001

-The rest of the week was kind of a blur. Very long, it's all been very long.

-Last Saturday we (Andrea, Justin, Levi, and I) went to Flagstaff. It was really neat, and we had fun. It was only the second time I've been there, and I could live there easily. Just kind of roamed around and explored. Andrea and I have a trip planned to go back sometime in April to go shopping in a little store we fell in love with:] I'm really excited.

-Sunday I got my hair cut:D and then Steph and her mom came and got me and we went and saw a.. friend? of Angie's from years back. he talked about the Hopi's and showed us his land, told us legends and history about thee place. That was REALLY cool. I can't wait to study up on it.

-Tuesday Shay got her license! AND SHE CAN DRIVE HER CAR.That's big.

-Yesterday was Hair's birthday and he invited me to hang out with him, Kim, and Ben. It was neat to get out of the house and hang with people I don't normally. We had a good time and watched It's a Mad Mad Mad Mad World. :p

-Today, was alright. My normal schedule seemed weird though, I didn't go to Abel's like I have the last week and a half, but I missed my H-baby. Fairly positive I passed both of my benchmarks, surprisingly enough, for Bio. It was really easy. And then Shay drove us home and Levi hung out for awhile. Not a spectacular day, but good.

Iunno, it's not much, and there's probably more, but it's an update. Thanks for listening :p I'll post more later.

One word.

Spaces.

“Spaces are the worlds in between worlds, where we find nothing or everything. Spaces are the places where one traces patient racers’ paces. Spaces are up and down and left and right. Spaces are back and forth. Spaces are animal. Spaces are vegetable. Spaces are where it ISN’T at.”

“Spaces are forgotten. They are lost in time. Spaces are for people who don’t know what they want, a placeholder. Spaces have meaning, though some people never see that.
You want what you can’t see, what you don’t know.”

Thought these were neat. oneword.com is awsome.